I just don’t think it matters that much that we are so much more attentive and relaxed than we were at the time of my first meeting. I don’t think I can blame a lot of people for not thinking about it, but it is the fact that I haven’t been a big thinker at all lately.
This really is a problem. The fact that the world is changing so fast and we are so distracted with so many things we don’t have time to think about how the world is changing. And when we think about it that way, it’s a lot easier to say, “I have to think about this.” It’s easier to say, “I have to do this.
I don’t blame people for not realizing the problem with this statement. We are so consumed by so many things we dont have time to think about how the world is changing. This is definitely true for me and it’s actually one of the reasons I’m having trouble with the blog. I’ve been really busy lately and I feel like I have too much to think about.
In the past you could get away with saying, I will think about this. I will think about this.
This is the same reason why I have trouble with the blog. I often think about something, but I know I will forget it. I have been thinking about Jesus and Satan all day.
I guess this also applies to the blog because I usually think about something while I’m at work, but I forget it after work. There is a lot of pressure to get everything done that the blog requires, but I have to keep reminding myself why I’m blogging.
Why the blog? First of all, it makes me feel good. It’s probably the single biggest reason I write. It’s a place where I can vent and share thoughts and feelings without feeling judged. There are probably more feelings I have to vent and share on this blog than any other. I have a lot to do here. I can’t be busy for this blog. I have a full plate.
I have a lot to do here as well, but instead of my full plate I’m focusing on this blog. That’s what makes it so enjoyable. This blog has helped me to keep my attention, but in a good way. My focus has been on this blog in a good way.
I want to be busy, this blog is my way to be busy. But I also want to be busy writing this blog. I will be busy writing this blog for a long, long time. I am, but I am not.
This is why I like the blog and the writing. I am reading all the reviews here. I will read all the reviews here. I will read my review here. So, if you are reading this blog, I will read all the reviews here. I will read my review here.
